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I have a balance of regrets and smiles
From the people I loved to who I have had around
I have been lied to , cheated on and misguided
And when I tell people my story they say I never knew because I use a smile to hide it
You know the whole use a smile to hide the pain approach
Well I used that, but it only seemed that the pain only begin to grow
How can I conquer this pain ?
How can we all conquer this pain ?

-@NETFLIXandHEAD

I know a girl who love her man more than she loves her self
she even began to respect him more than she respected her self
Until she eventually gave her heart to it was no heart left
but then suddenly one day the dude got out of hand
start having attitude thenccm turned to another man
then as weeks past and months came
he started treating her like shit and then all of a sudden started acting strange
she thought he was cheating fucking other girls or just simply had other girls that he craved
until one day she had enough and got real brave
and asked him whats been going on these past couple of days
but thats wen he raised his voice and grabbed her
started snatching off her clothes and having his way with her
she started screaming baby no
but from the grabbing and the tussling and the punches im guessing she said it way to low
her eyes began to cry and she started to say baby don’t rape me
but thats wen the liquor took over him and said bitch shut the fuck up and just fuck me
she felt like shit but was to scared to continue the fight
so she just said can you at least turn off the lights
she didn’t wanna see his face because she couldn’t imagine that this is the dude she loved so deeply
thinking to her self the dude thats raping me is the same dude that promise he wouldn’t hurt me
as she was laying on her back the seconds turned to mins and the mins turned to hours
but the hardest and longest part was wen she began to take her shower
the water made her cry
the water made her thoughts run but her soul die
but wen the water turned off her whole world became dry
and the steady thoughts in her brain was me me me me after asking why

@NETFLIXandHEAD